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You can't handle the truth

 

It has, been a tiring day. Barring the couple of hours I spent at lunch, and a hour in the bar, I've been nose to the grindstone from 9, right through until past 6. An uncommon, and unwelcome level of effort.

The reason for my pain? My boss's breezy "let's move the meeting forward. It's no problem is it? You said you'd already done the paper"

Well, the paper has somewhat of a duality. It very much exists, in the mind of my boss, because I've said I've done it - and that existence has a reality. Yet it doesn't have a tangible reality, at this time. It quite clearly has potential for existence, even though that existence cannot be established in the now. But, since I'm guessing he's not big on Schrödinger, I go with a "yeah, no problem"

So that was me this morning, a blank sheet of paper, and a pit of despair. The problem with the paper goes far beyond mere idleness. It's an existential malaise. It requires me to propose 'doing' something, when nothing is required. When the status quo will easily deliver us plan, to go in there and improve things. And to take a business risk to do it ((shudders)).

12.4.07 22:21


just business

 encountered a strange feeling today - the warm glow of effort, well rewarded. Could this be what they call 'job satisfaction', it's all very curious....

My pitch went well. It was, uncharacteristically, low on spin, and heavy on pith. There were facts, evidence, and even some measure of truth. Every once in a while, just for the novelty if nothing else, a reasoned argument is not a bad approach. Particularly when you're telling people what they really don't want to hear.

And I win. After six months of deeply irrational, and purely emotional objections, I get what I want: progress, with minimal risk, and a substantial fall-back position.

Now a victory like this doesn't come without cost, of course. Every silver lining has it's cloud. Into each life, a little rain must fall. Not my life, obviously, other people's........

Specifically, one of my colleagues, who is going to experience the rather unpleasant prospect of giving me 25% of his turnover, but keeping all of his annual target. To be fair he took the news surprisingly well - there just so gosh darn nice here.

14.4.07 00:14





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